The Worst of News

                I’m so distraught right now I really don’t know what to do with myself.  I came back to the office and was immediately told the horrible news.  The Llama has found another job.  A part of my heart breaks.  My eye well up with tears.  I can’t breathe.  My stomach turns and I vomits a little on the floor.  I don’t know if I should just call it a day and go home or seek a bar for some sweet relief.

                The Llama and I have become best of buds over the past year.  I really cannot see my life having even an ounce of happiness without him by my side cheering me on and motivating me to excel.  He truly makes my work week enjoyable in a way that is unexplainable.  This is all so heartbreaking.  I will live out my days in utter misery without him in my life.  This was a day I always fear would come.  I prayed & prayed that it wouldn’t. 

                Those of you that know me and also read this blog:  I am not okay right now.  I am a broken man.  I will need all the support that I can get from you all.  If I show up on your doorstep in the pouring rain with a bottle of Jim Beam in one hand and a bottle of pills in the other, please help me.  My grief is overwhelming me as I type this.  The tears blurring the monitor screen.  My shaky hands missing the keys.  This blog is it for now.  Wish me the best of luck.

Goodbye for now.