No Second Guessing I’m Right Where I Should Be.

After a very rewarding weekend with family and all that stress/anxiety behind me I came into this week like a new man. I can’t overstate how much better I feel. Monday was so strange. Out of the blue a friend I have not seen in at least 20 years sends me a message. I didn’t immediately reply. He sent another and I still did not reply. Third message: “Would you date my sister?” What!!! It turns out she got divorced this year as well. This is someone that I’ve had a crush on for at least 30 years! Wild! I think someone might have been playing matchmaker. Hmmmm. What a deal. I’m single. If something happens, it happens. Right now she is in California. There is someone I am having fun with that lives a little closer right now, but who can say.

I got late birthday presents from the campus. It was sweet. The little things mean more than the big. For instance: cards, tea and cheese. I love it. I’m 41. After 40 you shouldn’t expect a thing. I feel very grateful for them all.

It’s amazing what a week can do. I feel more like myself than I have in about a year. It was a REALLY good week. Lots of work and productivity. Had leftovers, which friends received. I was on a pasta hook. Bought some tea for another friend. I think I’m hooked on that s***. Unsweet coconut. Laughed so hard my face would hurt. Been early to work everyday. I’ve been 5 after 8 for a long time.

I’ve also found a motivation to cook new things again or at the very least cook what I haven’t in a long d*** time. I made a dish for Janine. Her words: “If you ever need a sugar mamma, invite her over for dinner. Your ex wife was a fool.” Is it that easy?

It was a nice busy week. Spent very little time in the office. I’m afraid of this next expense report. The plus side it’s Friday and it felt like Wednesday. The week booked it. I had fun. It was a good week and I needed it. No complaints. I have heard a few, but I have none. Well, maybe I do. My favorite jeans ripped out at the crotch. Can’t wear them anymore. Haha. Cheers!!

This song moves me.