Friday the divorce was finalized. Birthday divorce weekend. I took some time off. Bekah and I had lunch after the hearing. I got drunk. It was a heavy weekend. Monday I was cripple on the couch. People buy lots of drinks for the birthday divorce boy, sadly. I’m not 21. That was 20 years ago. It was fun and I’m glad people care. Wore me out.
Tuesday I hung out all afternoon with my nephew. Went to see a movie. Good times. He likes Doctor Pepper. Very behaved. We had an awesome time. I needed him. I won’t deny I tested up once just watching him so into the movie. Love him. He also came around and not like My Monster. 37year old toy at least. He was afraid until this weekend. Haha
I realize I’ve got a lot of other peoples drama in my life. Toxic people. I tend to look for the best in people and shrug off the blatantly obvious. Sometimes you need to listen to those trying to pry open your eyes. I generally am forgiving. It’s a new era in my life. I don’t want to close doors. I want to keep people in my life. Unless caused total damage, why not? People are generally in your life for a reason, you cared for one another. I know people think it’s weird I’m remaining friends with Bekah but I’m different and weird. Yeah. Oh well. It’s been a f***ing year.
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