We had a nice full moon eclipse Friday morning. I set my alarm to see it. Since I’m waking up about that time anyway I probably didn’t need the alarm. I didn’t get the telescope out but I did use my rifle scope. It was beautiful. I want that picture on my wall.
International Men’s Day and I never even received a thank you from Jamie or Yvette for all the good I contribute to their lives. So rude. All the cart rides. All the bending over backwards to simplify life. All the kindness. Not even recognized. An utter lack of appreciation. Some people.
Speaking of cart rides, I sure played taxi driver this week. I’m sure some coworkers wonder why I have multiple women with me at different times of the day. It’s mainly a means of upping the productivity of the university. I mean, otherwise they would be walking and away from the desk for a longer time. Plus, I have a cart. Why not offer up a ride. It means we get to BS outside the office.
On a more personal note & perhaps morose, I’ve always thought honesty was key. I’ve always been brutally honest. I guess people don’t like the truth. They don’t like who they are. So when a question is asked I respond in fold. You will always be hesitant to make choices when you are alone. You are used to making for two. I’m not happy with myself & decisions I’ve made. Life is solo. We die alone.
Marriage is not easy all the time. Is it ever easy? People don’t generally get along with themselves so how do we expect to get along with another person all the time. To be locked down with them? It takes work. I feel it pays off. Everything good takes work. Sometimes you get complacent at that. Years roll by and your vision is obscured. You don’t seem to see the things you once noticed. Maybe you take something’s for granted. You both do. You feel like you carry the weight. The weight needs to be distributed evenly. It can’t be on ones shoulders. If it’s ever felt that way, disclose. The other better half might not know you don’t know and vice versa. But how much happiness do you get from that person? How much have you had. It’s worth fighting for, right?I mean, you married for a reason. I say all this because it’s important to me. I’ve always dreaded doomed relationships. I hate to see people fall apart. It crushes me. So when I see it it breaks my heart. What a tangent.
Jalapeño
Rice, mushroom, broccoli, chicken Alfredo.
Salisbury steak.
Sesame chicken.
Crustless chicken pot pie.
Teriyaki steak w/ mushrooms & rice.
En Fuego 