Exhaustion: A Mode Of Expression.

Exhaustion. What’s the point. I am dreaming of a life and it’s not the life of mine. I’m soooooo tired. Living by the hour. I’m half awake, half in a frenzy. I’m just a question knowing my answer. Asleep but walking. Drinking. Life is bulls***. Had a bender last weekend. Not happy with that. It’s not healthy sleep. You will be happy to hear I did finally find sleep. Waking up with clarity is a beautiful day. But I still need more. And BTW, the bar is a beautiful place.

I’m just always amazed with peoples stupidity. There is a difference between ignorance and stupidity. You have to know how to have that. Anyway, an unbalanced employee came into my office claiming that dinosaur never existed. They are a hoax. They are fake. This individual has had some outlandish takes before so I really shouldn’t have been surprised. He doesn’t believe the Holocaust took place. Liberals eat babies. Yada yada yada. But to say dinosaur never existed. Christ man!!! I just looked at him like he was a f***ing moron. What could I even say? Well I wished I’d have asked him if he also believes the earth is flat. What a missed opportunity.

Because COVID numbers are so high right now the university has decided to once again go hybrid. Half in person half online. Like we did last year. We made it one week like a normal semester. “Eyes rolling”. We should have done this method from the start. They say this is temporary. Only 3 weeks. We shall see… no mask wearing mother fuckers.

This place is full of contradictions. Mail Services. I’ll leave it at that.

Fall decorations are out!! September first, as per tradition, I decorated the house. It made me feel good. My favorite time of year is hear. Well, it still feels like a heat wave but soon, hopefully, we will have some fall weather. I can’t believe the summer has passed. It will not be forgotten. Blasted b****!